Domestic life

Gosh I am tired tonight. I don't really have anything to say but just felt Iwanted to check in.

Today I wore a pair of work pants and a top that I haven't been able to fit into for god knows how long. I was very excited when I put them on becuase I felt I looked good. I'm starting to get my shape back, I could see the curves rather than just the one big lump! Another teacher commented as I walked past, asking me if I'd lost weight. She was very pleased for me and said that I just looked so well. I do. I feel well. My skin is clear and my eyes, which often used to be bloodshot, are clear and shiny. People have been asking me a lot why I'm so happy lately. Perhaps they think I'm getting a bit ( oh how I wish that were true!) and it has surprised me every time. I'm not actually particularly happy at work, but I'm happy with my decision to not put up with the crap anymore. I am going to apply for that Head teacher position -  thanks for all your encouragement btw) and I guess putting myself first is making me happier too. I make sure I do my exercise 6 out of 7 days, regardless. If it means something doesn't get done then so be it. I make time to track, read the WW boards, write in this blog and get enough sleep.

It dawned on me last week when I was talking to soem of my students that my daughters are old enough now to help out around the house a bit more. Ella, my 9 year old, was always pretty good if I asked her to do something, but I decided it is time to make some chores part of the routine. So, since Saturday, I have insisted they help me with the washing up. I wash, Ella wipes and Alexandra puts the dishes away.It is so cute cause she is only 5 and has to stand on her stool to reach the shelves. Morning and night it has become a part of our day and surprisingly it is a nice bit of family time. We chat, sing songs etc while we do it. It is all over and done so much more quickly I am then able to do other stuff. Also in the mornings they have to make their beds. They don't look as nice as when I do it, but I'll let that one go. It is important that they learn they are part of a family and we are all responsible for keeping the house in a reasonable state and that we all chip in. Ella is now able to make a cup of tea and has been making me one each evening after everything is done. This is probably a novelty that will wear off soon, but I'm enjoying it while it lasts!

Off to bed now. Must get some work done on that application tomorrow.

x Belinda